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Thursday, November 24, 2005

Ceroc Dance

Today we went to look at somemore houses...saw this really nice one with a huge porch..rooms were really spacious too. Later on i went wif Mel to dance class..juz to watch her dance for a while..they dance Ceroc dance..a combination between waltz, classical, spanish dance and hip hop. Pretty cool but really hard to master. This kinda dance requires partners..usually a guy and a girl and they rotate partners too. Oh man..i don't noe why but i was laughing so hard when i saw them dance. I mean..some parts were quite er...sensual..n it juz cracked me up..cos d guys usually take d lead in dancing and some of them were making all sorts of funny actions..HAHA..
Oh yes..and if i have d time i would go running...and i heard that my mum's fren's fren ran up d flight of steps 10 times near d beach everyday and she lost alot of weight! I'm gonna try that! but its not like i haf weight to lose...anymore losing and i'll be a skeleton..HAH! Juz gonna try that n lots of tummy exercises (which i'm doing) to keep in shape!
U noe this blog doesn't haf a tagboard..how inconvenient..considered changing to diaryland or sm other blogging thing but v. mah fan lah to move. N its not as if pple read my blog..gahh..feel that i'm talking to d wall..oh well..like i said..i have nothing better to do..its not as if my life is so interesting anyway.
My dad's fren adviced me to go apply straight for uni and become a teacher cos d job here is v. good..but HELLO..i wanna come back to s'pore to work! Wat aload of bull.. oh well..but i haf to be open right? but teaching is DEFINITELY not for me..maybe for summer time job but for life??? NO WAY!


Have to go bathe now..juz got back frm a really heavy chinese dinner...
funny..i'm in nz but everyday i eat chinese food..how ironic and weird...

Monday, November 21, 2005

NIGHTMARE!

oh my goodness..u know my parents were searching for my passport and they couldn't find it! Apparently i lost it in d airport while carrying a full load of stuff...oh man! Got really gan chiong and started to pray to God (okok i feel really bad now..its like i onli pray to God when i need help..should try to stop that)...i had to search my bags n everything..n there was NOTHING! Got nagged and scolded by mum about not having presence of mind..FINE FINE...PRESENCE OF MIND!! ARGHH!..forever saying that to me... sheesh..
Anyway THANK GOD i found it..my dad called d airport and apparently they found it so i had to go down to d police station in d airport n collect it personally. When we went there i saw posters of missing pple n children...so sad ok...some pple were like missing since 1993!! i hope they're found...its really really sad..

Anyway..today mel and i went to d same shopping complex n we got a lift frm our frens. We hung out wif s'pore pple...joseph, jack , me, mel, john ...that's like practically d onli pple i noe lahh..i mean..everyday that i've been to nz its juz hanging around them..no offence i appreciate their company but u noe..they say familiarity breeds contempt..hope i won't start feeling sian n all.. Oh yah..u noe i shouldn't be comparing but nz is really really inconvenient. cos there's like no mrt like i said n d buses come at so irregular intervals so its juz 2 options.. drive or walk. And i can't drive..not yet at least..so can't really go out unless i catch a lift frm someone. N i can't call someone here without worrying bout d cost cos like its 1 dollar per min and 20 cents per sms! arghh! n so if i get lost i haf no phone line..no one to call and i'll probably haf to walk back home...really irritating..so if no one get give me a lift i can't go out..cos i'll probably haf to walk like 1hr to get to d shopping complex n its most likely that i'll get lost cos my sense of direction is really bad. *sigh...

later that day i taught jack and joseph maths..trigo and calculus..they're my age but d maths is like SO easy..like sec 3 maths...dear me..so i had to teach them. i had some advice bout giving tuition and earning some money..hahaha...but i don't know everything lah..so maybe not. i was suppose to do some running but then i got side tracked...i mean..i always get side tracked when it comes to these things..hahaa..no motivation i guess.
i bought some sparkly blue eye shadow in a form of a stick for like 4 bucks onli! haha..i think its high time i put some make up cos i look really dull without.

Gonna eat yoghurt now..dad juz bought pre paid sim card frm vodafone (most pple use sim +cards cos d plans r really EX)... n I STILL MISS MY FRIENDS!!! hope we don't drift apart...

i'm not crying.

blogging to waste my time away...

Blogging to me is actually quite a waste of time. I mean its pretty weird to be putting down all ur secrets in a diary and letting pple see it then d whole point of hafing a diary is completely defeated. Oh well..but nz is SO boring so i must blog..haha.. anyway d reason y i've resorted to blogging is 1) so that i can keep my frens back in s'pore updated bout my life in nz.. i mean emailing can b v. mah fan.. 2) i guess when u write out ur thoughts it helps u to reflect and to sort out ur emotions..at least it does for me 3) to waste my time away.

Anyway quite alot of pple were there in d airport..mostly my parnt's frens..my classmates, cj, sa and not forgetting sherm n liz were there. Got quite alot of last min presents which i carried in my plastic bag n didn't open till i touched down in nz..haha.. d farewell wasn't as bad as i expected..i guess i've been preparing myself mentally for this day to come by doing lots of thinking n praying. But i really felt like crying when Prav had to leave early...but i willed myself not to cry. Koko was sobbing as if it was a funeral..well that was pretty depressing.. When we were going thru d departure gates my mum was already tearing..n i was feeling awful i tell u..i mean i'm never gonna see my frens again till like next yr..and when d customs lady told me not to cry i couldn't take it anymore..that was IT man! i broke down. oh well..onli cried for like er...3 mins? den afterthat i didn't cry. D 10 hr flight to nz was pretty entertaining...i watched like 2 movies, opened some letters and b4 i knew it we landed in nz.

Anyway i'm now staying wif my fren n her family who's migrated here 2 yrs ago frm s'pore. Nz is really really boring i tell u..i'm not used to days without any activities unlike in s'pore..i hate it when i'm bored. Cos when i'm bored i start to think..and i think bout my frens and then i get all sad and depressed. SIGH! oh well...wat to do..

This is like my 2nd day in nz and its 12 smth am here. Today i went to elim church and saw d outside of my new sch elim christian college where i'll be doing my last yr b4 i go uni...d service was smth like fcbc. I made like er..bout 5 new frens..who r all frens of Mel..and they're all guys! weird... anyway i'm not d onli one who feels shitty bout leaving s'pore..heard frm one of d guys that he didn't like it here too..sigh...i guess living in nz and holidaying in nz r 2 COMPLETELY different things..
We sat down in starbucks to drink stuff...and everything in nz (except d house and cars) r REALLY ex! i mean i went to d nearby mall and skirts r like 80 bucks! there's no decent transport system here..no train/mrt ...buses come at v. irregular intervals..and d bus fare is like 4 bucks! argh...good thing is that once ur 15 u can drive..hah..so we got a lift back home.. oh by d way..pple in nz r obese! i saw quite a few girls exposing their fat tummies wif their mid riff tops..gross! haha..

Anyway its so boring here!!!! i wanna go back to S'pore! i miss my frens especially my classmates frm 1T09 and cj pple! arghhh...its quite depressing...
Pls pls email me if u haf d time ok???
Going off now..its nearly 1 am. TAKE CARE ALL MY FRENS!! All of u r missed DEARLY! By d way i'm starting sch in late jan early feb ..somewhere around that time..yup..