i'm so glad monday is coming...but feeling apprehensive at d same time

Hey everyone!

last week was horrible...HORRIBLE i tell u..
theresa, christine, amanda n d rest of d yr 12s went for OPC..so they weren't here at sch..to top that off d rest of my clique..antony and tracy decided to disappear frm d face of d earth leaving me with jason, andrew, micheal ...which really isn't a great comfort...
so i was totally alone...ate lunch alone..blahblahblah..
den some yr 13s invited me to come along wif them n go to d youth lounge...n when i say yr 13s i mean d south africans, indians n kiwis..
Suhani n Mehak (2 indian girls) were extremely nice..they invited me to eat wif them... Chloe n Katie were real nice too..ate wif them too.. den they invited me to d youth lounge wif ALL d yr 13s..but u see i don't talk to ALL d yr 13s n they haf known each other for yrs...felt that i was invading private territory..wouldn't haf been right..cos i mean i don't talk to all d yr13s (esp some of d guys) n i suddenly go join their clique..it would haf been disrespectful so i decided not to go into d youth lounge.. i would haf been SO extra...if u noe wat i mean.

anyway tmr is CALCULUS INTERNALSS!!!! its actually an exam..on trig...ahh!!! i HAVE to at least get merit...actually i'm secretly aiming for excellence..but i think i'll juz stick to merit in case i get disappointed..
u noe NCEA xams r really dumb...they are not like cambridge xams where u can get marks for workings (esp maths)...one mark here n there even though ur answer is wrong.
n its either NOT achieved (fail), achieved, merit and excellence..
absolutely NO marks given at all..man..wat were d nz government thinking?!
anyway heard frm christine that OPC was horrible n really tough..
guess i didn't really miss much then...hehh...

hmm...tmr is gonna be a really interesting day when everyone comes back..i'm looking forward to tmr..n yet not..cos of calculus internal...really hope i do well..
n guess wat..i still hafn't done my report for bio internal which is due thurs...HOW?!?! i'm such a last min person..n i'm such a slacker... hurray for that...-_-'

anyway pple..PLEASE pray for me that i'll do well for calculus internal! its my FIRST xam ever in this yr..which really counts!!

miss everyone of u!!
i'm honestly trying hard to keep in contact wif u guys!
i'll be smsing u T9 pple!! (some of u might haf gotten smses frm me all d way frm nz!)...n i'm really glad to haf caught up wif some of u on d phone!

thanx to those who r still emailing me!
ur emails r VERY precious to me..so keep emailing k??
i WILL always respond.

u take care my frens!!